As I can never shut my mind off, dozens of ideas flood it all the time. Most don't lead any where but some seem plausible. Some Ideas are detailed in these pages many are not:)  Some may seem ridiculous others make make you think.

There's a lot going on out there

What is Life: (Maybe the Fifth Force or a yet undefined oneness (singularity)) I don't know, but after building robots and trying to understand exactly what made something alive. I arrived  a possibility that Life may be a force throughout the universe. Intertwined with the fabric of all that is.  Life forms on earth start as a little set of code and builds a complex bio chemical machine (us and all other life forms on earth). This bio machine is composed of billions of individual life forms (cells) that work together to  to make a more complex creature with a single master control (our brains). All those chemicals poured into a bucket will not create life, so the exact arrangement seems very important.

   To make a simpler explanation, take a radio, if you turn the knob to different frequencies you receive different broadcasts the radio all of a sudden has a personality (it has come to life in a manner of speaking). These broadcasts are all around us all the time but you will never be able to hear them unless you fabricate a fairly complex array of components (e.g. cells) in a very specific order to create a radio than can become a proper conduit for these waves and make the device useful. A television is a little more complex structure but adds a new dimension to the experience visual stimulation as well as auditory.

  Hundreds of frequencies are traveling all around and through us every day  (radio, tv, cell phones, x-rays, etc.). They exist every where in the universe. But depending on the device we build we will only receive small individual frequencies of the spectrum at any given moment. To manifest a television show on a gadget, it must be made very specific in order to harness the specific magnetic forces and use them to make an image come to life on a TV. The TV doesn't possess the pictures it just harnesses them because that's what it was designed to do. And the pictures will remain on the TV until you turn it off or it breaks. But the broadcast are still there, your TV will no longer display them (it is in human terms dead)

  Maybe its possible life works the same way. The instruction set in DNA tells molecules how to organize in a manner that will receive or conduit aspects of the universal life force that has been around since the beginning. This Universal Life Force would contain all the properties we have ever observed in life and probably trillions more. It may be coherent and contain all the colors of emotion (for lack of a better word) , knowledge, and other properties not known at this time. Like a TV station that transmits all shows ever made and that will ever be made all the time at the same time. But depending how your DNA has constructed you, you are only going to harness fragments of the ULF, little pieces of the rainbow  in different amounts making you who you are, how you think, a good witch or a bad witch, etc.

 If that were the case there are many suppositions one could make.

• All life is one
• Life forms may die, but life never does.
• A possible explanation for ESP and similar phenomenon.
• There must be more (help me out here)

The Bizarre:

When I was about twenty I had a bizarre out of body experience (here we go), well I believe I did. Being scientific oriented in my analyzing things I made some observations about .0001% I actually retained when I was back in my body.

  I was just sitting in a chair all alone looking at the floor thinking really hard about something. Boom, I was a weightless spec of light moving through space (Looked Like space) toward a large body of light/energy. It looked like a huge bomb in a state of constant explosion but it never got bigger and it didn't hurt to look at it. All around me were other specs of light just like me (millions of them). I realized I could think thousands maybe millions of thoughts all at the same time. I seemed to know everything (most everything). I certainly had the combined knowledge and experience of all of the other light specs heading toward this big light. The knowledge was represented to me much different than the way my brain works in my body. I saw other specs of light flying at tremendous speeds out of this huge exploding light I was heading toward, I had the understanding that they were recharged kind of like a battery (that was my own interoperation). I had no pain no worries in fact it was complete euphoria. I received the knowledge that if I continued on I will no longer be me, I wont die but Glen Benson the me I am at the time would. I thought no way he's not done yet, and Boom, I was back in the chair staring at the floor. I instantly tried to retain as much of the experience as I could, most was lost as my human brain just could not hold that type of information. I have no Idea how long the event lasted (could have been micro seconds). I jumped up and woke my girlfriend up and said you won't believe what just happened. I told her, and I was right she said that's nice rolled over and went back to sleep. I stayed up all night trying to make sense of what had happened, I never did, and it has never happened to me again. At that time I had never heard of out of body experiences and if I would have it would have been taken with a grain of salt. But now 20+ years later it seems to fit in some what with the thought that a Universal Life Force may exist. And it may be intertwined with what we refer to as life. Since that time I have read many books and seen several shows on the subject. I have listened to the pro and con arguments. All of the con arguments combined do not explain how I could think millions of thoughts at the same instant, or know things no human knows to date ( I couldn't remember them but I remember I knew them) as well as some other enigmas that occurred. About the only lasting thing I took away from the experience was a bigger thirst for knowledge, a radically diminished fear of death and the knowledge that I will never understand how the whole universe works as a human (it just wont fit in a 3 dimensional brain). I have told the story to a few people with mixed reactions, mostly disinterest and a change of subject. And I do understand, if it had not have happed to me I would have filed the story in the what's that about can. Its a completely un provable event at least for now and may always be.